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just look inside of every guy…

Line — Mon, 16 Jul 2007 06:15:16 +0000

hopelessly romantic lang ako lately….

Just Look Inside….>-anonymous>

>If you ever wonder about the man in your life…..you may want to look

>inside. Look inside. To see a different side of a man.

>Look inside. Realize that he can and does feel for you something

>different, something special. He wakes up in the morning, and you’re the

>first thing on his mind. If he could call you right then and there, he

>would. When he sees you, his heart leaps. Not just the first time, not

>just when you’re “alone”, but every time. Every time he meets you, it’s as

>if his whole world has been renewed. It doesn’t matter if it’s raining, or

>sunny, snowing, pleasant, or dreary. You make the rain tender, the sun

>warmer, the snow caressing, a dreary day funny, and a pleasant day

>perfect. Without you, his days would have no meaning. Of course, you say

>”But there could be another.” He says “There isn’t another.You are the only

>one…” He brings you flowers. Not so you’ll like him more, or so you’ll

>give him a kiss, but because he simply loves to make you happy. To see that

>smile on your face. Though you never knew it, it took him four months to

>get the courage to ask you out. Yes, he was nervous, scared. All guys are.

>While they try to seem tough and insensitive-deep down asking a girl out is

>the hardest thing in the world. And it’s only that hard because of you. You

>just had to be so perfect, so beautiful that his fear of rejection became

>overwhelming. And the day you said “sure” was the best day of his life.

>Look inside. Sometimes you find something that you weren’t looking for.

>Though he won’t admit it, he’d much rather cuddle with you in front of the

>TV for an evening than go out with the guys (well most of the time). When

>you hold his hand, when he holds yours, it’s the best feeling in the world.

>And when he sees you hurt or crying, it’s ripping his heart in two. Deep

>down, he’s a romantic. He’d love to sing you songs, but he just doesn’t

>have the voice. He’d love to take you on a moonlit walk down the beach, but

>he has to settle for a stroll in the park. He wishes he could bring you a

>dozen roses every day, but his wallet just won’t let him. Making you happy

>is his main goal in life. Some would say that a guy like this is not a

>man. He is too sensitive, too weak. But I say, for all the reasons on this

>page, that these things are precisely what makes him a man. And your

>existence alone has already completed his life. You are not aware of it,

>but he cherishes each and every moment with you as if it could be his last.

>Because, deep down, he is afraid that you may just decide to leave. And

>that is his biggest fear. And if you did leave, this man would cry. Each

>second with you completes him. Whether you’re walking together somewhere,

>cuddling on a chair, skiing the slopes, sharing an ice cream cone. No

>matter what it is you are doing, it makes him completely happy just to be

>with you.

>Look inside. It is often surprising. The little things are what he

>cherishes most. When he gets to brush your hair, when you accidentally (or

>perhaps on purpose) brush fingertips. When you call unexpectedly, just to

>say hi. He lives for these moments. He would, if given the chance, die for

>you. This may seem ridiculous, but he would gladly give anything and all

>for you.

>Just look inside. And you may find something worth holding onto. Now, just

>look around…because this guy is out there. Right now, at this very

>second, he is thinking of you. You may or may not know who he is. It may

>be your boyfriend, your best “guy friend”, or it could be someone you’ve

>never met. All the same, someday all he’ll want to do is make you happy.

>Look inside. I’ve loved and been loved. I’ve hurt and been hurt. This is

>life. But believe me, true love still exists. All you have to do is look

>for it. I know I do… each and everyday …and to the girl I have not

>yet found, simply – I love you.

>Look inside.

is there something??

Line — Mon, 21 May 2007 05:34:45 +0000

Lately I see clouds of sorrow in your eyes
Some deep sadness you can never quite disguise
Now I’m scared to ask what it’s leading to
But I’m more afraid of not asking you
Is there something that you want to tell me
Is there something that I ought to know
Are we something that’s still worth fighting for
Or should I simply let you go
Is there something I can do to reach you
Are we something more than history
I’ll find some way to convince you to stay
If you just tell me honestly
Is there something left of you and me
You’ve got secrets you’ve been keeping for too long
And I’m going crazy acting like there’s nothing wrong
I can taste the truth every time we kiss
And I can’t go on
At least not like this
I don’t want to lose you
But what’s the use of holding on
I don’t really have you
If the feeling’s gone
Is there something I can do to reach you
Are we something more than history
If there’s no way to convince you to stay
And be the way we used to be
Then there’s something that I want to tell you
And I want you to believe it’s true
We had something that I’ll never forget
Even if I wanted to
‘Cause part of me will always be with you

it was you all along.. all this time..

Line — Tue, 08 May 2007 03:35:55 +0000

inaalay ko ang awiting ito sa pinaka-special na tao ngayon sa buhay ko…

Days and nights are passing by
I just couldn’t get you off my mind
All this time
I, I’ve known you all my life
I always knew
You’ll always be a friend to me
You’re there all this time

You were always there for me
You opened up my eyes
Now I can see
That the one I’ve been looking for
Was here
Right from the start

All this time
I’ve been searching for a love
That can make a brand new world
In my life
All this time
I’ve been searching for a love
But I’ve never really looked inside my heart
It was you all along
All this time

Now, now I understand
Why I always cared enough for you
All this time…
Oh you, lift me up when I am down
You gave me all the strength i need
When I’m weak
You turn my hopes up high

You were always there for me
You opened up my eyes
Now I can see
That the one I’ve been looking for
Was here
Right from the start

You lift my soul up high
I can barely touch the sky
You bring out all the best
That I can ever be
All this time…

All this time
I’ve been searching for a love
no one in this world can take your place…
All this time
I’ve been searching for a love
That can make a brand new world
In my life
All this time
I’ve been searching for a love
Coz He’s finally given you in my life
It was you all along
All this time
Oh its you.. Oh..
I love you all this time…

di ko man masabi…sana maramdaman mo… actions speak louder than words… hehe!! wagi!!!

Lord’s Day!!

Line — Mon, 07 May 2007 02:59:31 +0000

Hiyee! just wanted to share the moments during our Lord’s Day sa chapter last Saturday! It was so fun and fulfilling… Congrats to Bloi, Izzie, Mhage, Ruth, Paul and Eisen!!

Yogi.. sayang wala ka…haha!! walang paki-alamanan ha…blog ko to..kya malaki picture ng haushold ko…kulang nga lang ung anak ko…wala si baby bear!!! Cassie..miss na kita!!! sa mga may camera nung Saturday pa-share ng pix!! aja! aja!! till next CLP!! June…Malapit na!!

you should know by now

Line — Wed, 02 May 2007 09:29:03 +0000

I was singing this song last night for two of my friends… who seem to have fallen in love with each other but could not find the right words or courage to say it..Remembering last night… I realized I am too am scared to let him know..

You ought to know by now
Love is the look in my eye
Lovin’ the way you smile when I say
“I wish you would stay”
You bring out all the youth in me
I laugh and cry out all the truth in me
Out o’ love
You should know by now
Haven’t you felt by now
Just what it’s like to be loved;
Knowin’ that certain touch when you’re sure
Time won’t give you more
You bring out all the best in me;
I wanna hold you till you feel the need
Somehow;
You should know by now.If I could just find the words;
I wouldn’t be left so lonely;
I’m your one, my only
Then I’d show you how.

Every move as smooth as silk,
Say you will; say you will.

Hasn’t it crossed your mind
Haven’t you known all the time
Honestly tell me now
Has it shown?
How much love is grown;
The way I tremble at the sight of you
I want to learn to love you through and through
This I’ll beg
You should know by now,

By now
You should know by now, oh
Don’t you think you should know by now?

to you >> i mean everyword of this song…

Oh happy day (“,)

Line — Tue, 01 May 2007 18:10:18 +0000

its a holiday!! so let’s start the day right.. haha!!

>i went home a little early…mga 3am na…thanks to bf klea… ate bear shel… at special bryan… sa walang patumanggang kwentuhan about the matters of the heart… shel..kahit tinulugan mo kami…ok lang…

>salamat sa episode 20-22 ng prison break… maaraw na ng natulog ako…

> When i woke up at around 11am.. I was so excited.. Its Spiderman day!! hahaha! but to my regret I was not able to watch it.. Kamusta naman..at pag sabayin ba naman ang holiday…payday..at si SPIDERMAN.. nag-mall tour na kami ni Man in my Heart… walang sinabi si SUPERMAN kay SPIDERMAN… Gateway…Shangri-la..at Megamall ba naman… so i therefore conclude.. Spiderman is more famous than Superman… bwahahaha!!! but what makes my day… is just to be with him… Im so happy when i’m with him..and nothing could take that away… thanks for your time…

>i just realized..this is a long day…we had a despedida dinner for Chee.. a SFC sister from Canada.. she’s going home already this thursday… “Chee..i hope you are reading this… I will surely miss you… do keep in touch..”

…but that is not all… may napagtanto na naman ako…. wala lang… God really moves in mysterious ways…

Sometimes… you are already in a point in your life that you wanna give up someone..Because you already got a glimpse of what you really want.. but suddenly something happens that you dont really expect.. and God is telling you… let me handle things for you.. because the best is yet to come…

si Man in my MIND.. andyan lang sa tabi-tabi…

suddenly its magic..friend of mine..you should know by now…!! gets mo ba? hehe!!

>to my blog readers… who at some point ay kilala na si Mind… quiet lang muna… i know he is not reading this… kaya malakas ang loob ko magpost dito… pag-pray na lang po ako.. because i really want to tell him na mahal ko na siya!! takot lang tlga ako….. gudlak kay dear heart….

>Ryzel Mangulabnan — HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

dilemma…

Line — Wed, 25 Apr 2007 15:07:01 +0000

Just coz you cant say something out loud..it doesnt mean you dont wanna say it.. In fact, you really want to but the consequences can be damning and so, even if you desperately wanna tell someone something, you opt to just keep it to yourself. Besides, who said you cant love someone without having to tell them that you do?

pero…pero…pero…

feelings are made to be expressed.. they are not meant to be kept. dont be a loser without fighting.. never regret or you will suffer coz you know what? IN SILENCE, IT HURTS EVEN MORE!!

Kamusta naman???

bakit ganon??..now im confused

Line — Tue, 24 Apr 2007 17:37:27 +0000

i’d like to quote this words from a brother in SFC (a.k.a. TA Mangulabnan). This was during one of our chapter bonding activities in Figaro. He said ” The woman/man in your heart is different from the woman/man in your mind.” Back then all i can say is “Huh? anong pinagkaiba?” It took me sometime to realize the difference. Not until now can i say that the man in my heart is definitely different from the man in my mind. Waaah… I’m so confused.. parang its a matter of choice between who I love and who loves me.. but the sad thing thing is mahal ko sila pareho..but…but…but.. i really do not know if they do love me.. Ang hirap kasi… puro lang actions.. and I cant assume right? Unless they say something.. all the more they always make me feel special… hindi naman sila ganito sa akin before…

Ang nakakalito…. I wanna be with the man in my mind ..ideal kumbaga…mahal ko naman siya..friends tell me mas bagay kami and mas maswerte ako with him….the thing is mas mahal ko nga lang ung isa… and mas masaya ako sa kanya… he is the one who always puts a smile on my face…

Honestly.. I dont know where this post is leading to. Gusto ko lang siguro i-voice out yung nasa loob ko… the more i keep it kasi…the more na nahihirapan ako…

What do you think???

kasalanan ko ba??

Line — Sun, 22 Apr 2007 15:45:43 +0000

after a long and tiring day… this song keeps on playing in my mind…

Ibang-iba ang nadarama
Ng puso ko sa iyo
‘Di ko na kaya ang
Umiwas pa sa piling moAlam ko mayroon ng nagmamahal sa iyo
Bakit ngayon ka pa
Natagpuan sa buhay kong ito
Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
‘Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita (ang mahalin kita)
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga

Nagtitiis at nangangamba
Sa tuwing kasama mo siya
Hanggang kailan ko ba madadala
Ang pagdaramdam
Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
‘Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita (ang mahalin kita)
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga

Umaasa pa
Magising akong kapiling ka
At ‘di na mawawalay pa
Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
‘Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita (ang mahalin kita)
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga
Kasalanan ba?

i just don’t know.. but i think im the one who tries to complicate things here… but i just end up asking myself this one question… KASALANAN KO BA?? haaay.. you can close your eyes to the things you dont want to see. you can close your ears to the things you dont want to hear. but you can never close your heart to the things that you dont want to feel… ANG HIRAP…. in the end..kalaban mo lang ang sarili mo… SAPUL!!!

3:30 AM

Line — Sat, 21 Apr 2007 19:34:46 +0000

adik sayo!!! umaga na…ikaw pa rin laman ng diwa ko…

I just can’t stop thinking about you
I can’t explain it but
there’s just something different about
you
Never before had anyone affected me
this way
Coz, i just can’t stop thinking about

There’s just something haunting about
you
It’s so unusual
You got this mystical myth that
surrounds you
From the moment i first looked at you
I haven’t been the same
Coz’ i just can’t stop thinking about
you

Ooohh

I want you, i need you but i’m afraid
to show you
Why can’t i just tell you the way i
feel about you
Please help me, please tell me
I’m not the only one in love..oooh
I’m not the only one in love

There’s just something different about
it’s so unusual
and i never meet anyone but you
and i’m hoping that you feel for me
the way i feel for you
Coz, i just can’t stop thinking about
you

Ooohh

I hear your name and i could feel
my sadness gone to pieces
I hear your name and i’m amazed
how much i want you near me
Please help me, please tell me
I’m not the only one in love..oooh
I’m not the only one in love..