i’d like to quote this words from a brother in SFC (a.k.a. TA Mangulabnan). This was during one of our chapter bonding activities in Figaro. He said ” The woman/man in your heart is different from the woman/man in your mind.” Back then all i can say is “Huh? anong pinagkaiba?” It took me sometime to realize the difference. Not until now can i say that the man in my heart is definitely different from the man in my mind. Waaah… I’m so confused.. parang its a matter of choice between who I love and who loves me.. but the sad thing thing is mahal ko sila pareho..but…but…but.. i really do not know if they do love me.. Ang hirap kasi… puro lang actions.. and I cant assume right? Unless they say something.. all the more they always make me feel special… hindi naman sila ganito sa akin before…
Ang nakakalito…. I wanna be with the man in my mind ..ideal kumbaga…mahal ko naman siya..friends tell me mas bagay kami and mas maswerte ako with him….the thing is mas mahal ko nga lang ung isa… and mas masaya ako sa kanya… he is the one who always puts a smile on my face…
Honestly.. I dont know where this post is leading to. Gusto ko lang siguro i-voice out yung nasa loob ko… the more i keep it kasi…the more na nahihirapan ako…
What do you think???
I think ako yung brother in SFC na tinutukoy mo! Hehe. Sana naman binaggit ang pangalan para naman lalo akong sumisikat. Hahaha!
Pero seriously, I think you already know the answer… You’re just afraid to decide because you know there are consequences of that decision… or something to that effect…
By: TA on April 25, 2007
at 12:59 pm
o ayan nilagay ko na ikaw na un… hahaha!!! but you’re right… takot lang tlga ako to make decisions.. its either way lang nman… maging kami or tuluyan silang mawala sa buhay ko… huhuhuhu!!!
By: Line on April 25, 2007
at 3:01 pm
hay naku.. kahirapan sa pagdedecide.. common prob talaga yan. well, in a way relate ito! sabi nga bear family tyo.hehe same na naman tyo sa ganto. kaibahan lang kc alam ko ung feelings nila. hirap ng sayo kc walang nagsasabi. hay..yan talaga hirap sa mga guys, action lang lagi ginagawa tyong manghuhula. dapat naman kc cnasabi din nila para d naman nagaasume lang..hirap kaya nun “assuming”.hehe
By: bf on April 26, 2007
at 7:49 am
minsan kaya di masabi…kasi insecure sa kalagayan… haller…anubah kuya.. mahal mo na nga eh.. hindi ba nila maramdaman yon?? (Bitterness itoh!!!))
By: Line on April 26, 2007
at 8:04 am